.. walks in ..
.. a pair of loose black slacks covers her long legs .. shows off her dangerous curves subtly .. a black cotton CK tank covers her voluptuous lines on top just~barely .. it ripples over her hot flesh .. her long pale arms hang unbound and pliant at her sides .. the straight line of the collar is loose and the beginning of a dusky valley can be seen .. her black Doc Martens thump softly as she makes her way into the room .. trails one small hand along a wall .. she fingers a well-worn and used crop in her other hand ... it's handle looped about her slender wrist .. she reaches up and tucks a stray trendil of her fiery~red hair back behind the delicate shell of her ear .. her hair flows, ripples, and cascades off her shoulders in a soft enchantment all it's own .. its rich dark colour stark in contrast to the ivory pallour of her flesh .. her tresses catch the red of the firelight and tosses it back like a mountain spring at sunset .. the sweet, hot, and dark scent of cinnamon .. a hint of raspberries .. and an exotic touch of aphrodesia .. clings to her hair and skin .. makes the shadows that touch her heady in their essence .. she scans the room with her dark eyes .. deep liquid fires in their gaze .. the firelight plays over her features .. in her eyes .. as she walks over the floor and into the room .. away from the shadows ..

... narrows her eyes ... taptaptap ..

...prowling in... following in the footsteps... of the StaRGoDdeSs... silently waiting... for Her command...

... fiddles with her crop idly in her small hands ... mmmmmm ... thinking .. watching .. waiting ... mmmmm .. hopes that thedevilishkittycaat scrolls back enough to catch her entrance ... mmmmmmm ..

...i would never miss an entrance of Yours, Mistress...

.. laughs .. ooooh, StaRGoDdeSs .. mmmmm ... I like that. ... smiles .. mmmmmmm ... listening to NiN .. Closer ... mmmmm mmmmmmmm ... the pulsating .. HoT ... eRoTiC ... tones of Trent's voice .... getting to her .. mmmmmmmm ... lets out a slow breath ... mmmmmm ...

...still smarting from my first lesson of the evening... to never assume to know what is or is not permissible... feeling... a bit naked... a bit... brought down... for being... a Toppish sort of slave... swallowing hard... eyes on Her... bewitched...

...You are... simply... that... distant as the stars and inspiring as much awe and beauty... i have been in love with the night sky since my kittenhood... entranced by the brilliance of the glittering glow, mesmerized by the heat they contain...

...hands behind my back... darkamber gaze fiXed on You... breasts heaving against the sheer fabric... tinypalepiNk purrrrrfect gumdrop nipples pressing to the fabric...

.. mmmmmmmmm ...

you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you

come here, slave ... mmmmmmm ...

you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you

... runs her hands over her crop ... watches you closely ... mmmmmmm ... sings along ... slowly .. mmmmm .. her voice HoT and LoSt .. mmmmmmmm ..

help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell ....
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself

i want to fuck you like an animal ... i want to feel you from the inside

i want to fuck you like an animal .. my wHoLe eXiSteNce is fLawed

you get me cLoSeR to GoD

you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me it's your sex i can smell

help me

you make me perfect

help me become somebody else

i want to fuck you like an animal .. i want to feel you from the inside

i want to fuck you like an animal .. my wHoLe eXiSteNce is fLawed

you get me cLoSeR to GoD

through every forest, above the trees

within my stomach, scraped off my knees

i drink the honey inside your hive

you are the reason i stay alive

you get me closer to god
help me get away from myself
you get me closer to god
help me get away from myself

you get me closer to god

...dropping... instantly... to my knees... no Choice... but to... Obey... hypnotized... the whispers of the babydoll nightie against the floor as i crawl... sinuous and lithe, lush and succulent... forbidden fruit in the garden of Eden... ripe and ready to be devoured... by One with the Will, the Strength, the Courage, the Power... crawling... a jungle cat across the jungle's floor...

... nods gently in approval of your words .. mmm .. you made a mistake, slave .. but don't dwell on it too much .. you are fallable .. as am I .. because we're human .. and therefore hopelessly flawed. .. mmmmm .. warm gentle smile .. the trick is to learn from your mistakes and not make them again .. not to ignore them and keep on fumbling over them again and again. ... smiles softly ... then blushes wildly at your comparisons to the stars of her ... mmmmmmm .. I'm not here to be put onto a pedestal ... mmmm .. but you do make me smile so. ... soft sigh ... mmmmmmmm ..

...shoulders dipping and hips swaying in a primal dance... crawling... to Your feet... eyes fiXed... on You... darkamber feline gaZe unreadable... drowning... knees spread... hands behind my back, forcing my breasts up and out... back straight... shoulders back...the DiVa's posture... fLeSh tender and pale... lips trembling ever so slightly... begging to be... TaKeN...

...nodding slightly... i will remember my mistake... and try to refrain from repeating it... to the utmost of my ability... i promise, Mistress...

... mmmmmmmm ... slow drowning gaze ... mmmmm ... lost in you as much as you are into her ... mmmmmm .. consuMed ... by your exquisite submission .. mmmmmmmm ... so ready ... so ready ... so HoT and HaRd and ready ... mmmmmmmm ... pushes herself off of the wall and crouches down next to you .. mmmmm .. whispers into your ear .... her voice like a shadow ... enveloping you in a dark velvet honey~soft sensation ... her words like strains of a melody .. mmmmmmm ... tell me, slave ... how ... do you want me to take you? .. mmmmmm ... what is it that you desire? .. mmmmmmmm ... draws back ... her scent lingering about you.....

... nods gently back to you ... you don't need to promise ... I know your words are true. .. mmmmm .. warm soft smile ...

...lush lips parted slightly... their gLoSseD fullness shimmering palepiNk... an Offering, as my whole being is an offering... meeting Your deadlydark eyes... that smouldering glance burning me, searing my flesh as well as my heart... SouL deep and sinking fast... strangely puzzled by the question... feeling like i am speaking underwater... slow and hushed... a purrrrrrrrr embracing a moan... i... i don't know... i want... to please You... i want to... fulfill You, to be Your dream, Your fantasy, Your starstruck melding of SouL, heaRt, and fLeSh... there are so many things i love... but i feel... i would love... just about anything... for You... and i would embrace all, regardless... for You, Mistress... my voice sinking to a whisper...

...softer than an angel falling out of Heaven... nearing the vastness of silence... how do You want me?...

ohhhhgosh .... mmmmm mmmmmmm ... feels like she's just gonna melt ... gigggles ... mmmmmmm ... as she hears your words .... sighs softly ... mmmmmmmmm ..... taken so much off-guard by your words ... mmmmmm ... your promises of devotion ... mmmmmm ... feeling suddenly like this is a turning point ... for you and for her ... mmmmmmm ... wonders if this could possibly be ... the start of something big ... mmmmmmm ... warm dreamy smile at the possibility ... mmmmmmmm ... then catches herself and straightens up ... mmmm .. bites her lower lip gently ... mmmm mmm ... slave, I'm not a mind-reader .... and there are many things that I would like to do to you .. mmmm .. wicked smile ... but I would really like to know ... what it is you want me to do to you ... mmmmm .. what you like the most ... is it bondage ... spanking ... ummmm ... doing things like licking My boots? ... grins ... mmmmm .. a mixture of all three? .. mmmmm .. all of these things please Me ... it doesn't take much to please Me ... blinks her eyes a few times as she wonders where she's going with all of this .. laughs softly .. mmmmm .. I haven't planned out much, as you can tell. .. grins ... well, I never really do .. too damn spontaneous. .. gigggles .. mmmmmmm ..

...the heat of my skin making the heady, heavenly scent of my purrrrrfume grow stronger... the scent of patchouli and roses, so exotic and strong yet femme and lush, joined by the lighter notes of black narcissus and cinnamon... and the scent joining them the unmistakable fragrance of my seX... my tender, sensitive outer labia spread open in this position... the cool air teaing the heat of the honey~sLiCk readiness of my wetvelvetHoT seX... i love Your spontenaity... i love that You are unpretentious and complex... You are willling to be honest... and to experiment... that is incredibly erotic... i like doing new things... i like doing thiings i wouldn't ordinarily consider erotic, but they are cuZ they're with You... well, You know i am a painslut... such a painslut... a slave to the flogger, the crop, the belt... and bondage... mmmmmmm... and an everwilling fuckdoll... and... i have found... a new and passionate interest... in... bloodsports... i adore intense pain combined with intense tenderness... i am such a sucker for petnames... i hate begging... and i love begging... especially... to be... mmmmm...fuCkeD... vampire games... giggling... i think i would enjoy whatever You took the time to help me enjoy, Mistress... i derive pleasure from Your pleasuure... there are things i love... few things i hate... a feew thingsi am neutral about... but... all of these could change with the right Purrrrrrson...

how do I want you? ooohhhh .. slave ... that's too easy of a question ... mmmmmm ... smiles ... I want you hot and open and ready for anything I can dish out .. mmmmmmm .. I want you to be My canvas ... My Work of Art ... mmmmmmmmm .. My Masterpiece ... mmmmmmmm .. swimming in the seas of submission .... so LoSt that you don't want to be found by anyone but Me ... mmmmmmmmmm ... slow seductive smile ... mmmmmmmmm ... dark eyes smouldering ... hot and slow in their gaze ... mmmmmmmmmm ...

...mmmmmmm... and spanking... how could i forget?... nothing like an old-fashoned OTK spanking... i love being spanked... and i love dressing uP... giggling... and i love music... You always piCk the right thing for the right time, Mistress... it connects with the most important thing in the world to me... music... SouLGoDMuSiCSMLoVe... all connected...

ooohhh, begging, hmmmm??!! ... ready to jump up and down .. giggles giggles gigggless .. gigggles ... oooohhhh .. wickedwild grrrins .. making slaves beg ... her forte' .... mmmmmmmmm ... dark eyes *wiDe* and shimmmering ... mmmmmmmm .... imagining you ... mmmmmmmmmm ... then realizes that she doesn't have to imagine!! ... gigggles ... mmmmmmmm .... ssslaaavvveee ... mmmm mmmmm ... I want you to ... mmmmm ... thinks for a moment ... I want you to beG me to give you the kiSs of My cRoP ... mmmmmm ... purrrRrrrRrrrs low and deep in her throat ... her words rippling inside of the purrr like soft silk ... mmmmmmm ... c'mon ... BeG Me ... mmmmm ... soft breathy whispers ... mmmmmmmmmm .. beg Me ... mmmmmmm ...

...eyelids fluttering closed... blushing crimson... burning... inside... soft whimper... a dove's coo... mmmmmm.... oh.... Mistresss... mmmmmm... struggling with the pleasure... and the difficulty i have... a surge of wetness... deep contraction in my seX... hard... as i mmmmmmoan the words... Mistresss.... if it pleases You.... mmmm... ooohhhhh... please... pretty please.... heat taking my pale skin... flushing all over... ivory kissed by dawn's light... cRoP me... Mistress... grant me... the pain... and pleasure... of the KiSs... of Your... cRoP... mmmmm.... moaning and purrrrrrring... panting...

could you wait for about ten minutes? ... hears her stomach grumble at her .. pleading look .. soft giggle .. mmmm .. don't go changing .. will definately be back soon ..

...please, Mistress... allow me to be the canvasssssss... for Your Masterpiece... please... use me... as the fount of Your inspiration for walking the razor's edge of SouLCoLliSioN... let me be... Your art... please, Mistress... cRoP me... beat me... taKe me... make me... Yours...,/i>

...giggling at my elegant handling of HTML... yiKeS... i will wait as You wish, Mistress...

... returns ... mmmmmmm ... tilts her head gently to the side ... not having heard what she wants to hear yet ... even though you have said such wonderful things ... mmmmmmm .... slave .... I want you to say exactly this: i'm beg you to crop me. ... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm ... I want you to beg. not say pretty please or anything else ... to simply and truly beg ... mmmmmmm ... mmmmm ... drrrawwwsss it out of you .... what she knows is inside of you ... mmmmmm ... her words like the soft touches of a violinist wanting to reach the perfect note ... mmmmmmmmmmmm ...

... sets her jaw ... as she watches and listens to you flirt with another .. slave .. what is your purpose you have set out for tonight? if it is to flirt and act like a bratcaat, then do so. but if it's to be with Me, then stop acting so insolent and focus. focus. .. narrows her eyes at you ...

...taking a deep and shuddering breath... a soft little whine... puntuated by the bite deep into my lower lip... looking up at You... naked eyes... hungry lips trembling sweetly... aching... the desire... to please You... the desire to feel the sting of the first strokes leading to the deep throb and thud of later strokes... choking on the soft little sob of my pleading... my voice high and girlish, silvery and alive with sincerity and ache... Mistress... i... beg... i beg You... to... cRoP me... i beg, Mistress... for... the touch... of Your crop. for Your discretion in pain and pleasure... this painslut begs for the opportunity to be laid to waste by the kiss of Your crop... i beg You, Mistress... to crop me...

...shivering at the thought... of having fucked up... unintentionally... again... having thought... i was behaving... as You would have me... struggling to be the purrrrfect instrument... for the purrrrfect strain of music to be brought forth for You, by You...

...focus... here... now... You... i understand, Mistress...

you didn't fuck up, princess .. you aren't a mind reader .. as I'm not either .. therefore, you didn't fuck up ... it's my job to bring things out of you to My own accord ... to make you want and need things that bring pleasure to Me .. and you don't know what pleases Me just yet ... because you don't know this side of Me well .. and that's perfectly fine .. mmmm .. it's just something we'll have to remedy, won't it? ... smiles ... mmmmmmm .. you're doing beautifully, princess ... mmmmmmmm .. beautifully. ... mmmmmm ... smiles ....

.. mmmm mmmmmm ... smiles at your beautiful, hot and erotic begging ... mmmmmmmm ... sooo wonderful .... mmmmmmmm ... whispers softly .... don't be perfect ... or purrrfect ... grins .... be yourself .. most of all .. be yourself ... whether that's defiant or compliant ... be yourself .. that's all i want from you ... mmmmm .. that's all I need of you ... that's what brings Me pleasure. ... mmmmmmmm ... smiles .... you aren't perfect ... you're flawed ... and you're wonderful because of that. .. mmmmmmmm .... now .... get up .... mmmmmmmmm ... and stand facing the wall ... feet a little more than shoulder-width apart ... mmmmm ... steps away from you .... and looks around for a pair of cuffs .... wanting to incorporate some bondage in this .... mmmmmmmm .. since she doesn't know how self-dicisplined you are yet ... mmmmmmmmm ..

...purrrrrrrring... at peace... relieved... You are so knowledgeable and understanding... melting at that petname... mmmmmmm... relaxing... little by little... letting my high-strung nerves ease into calmness... exercising an effort ot be less tempermental and hypersensitive... and to Trust that You know what the HeLL's uP...

... i will be as still as You wish, Mistress... or i will be happy to procure cuffs... rising with fluid grace instilled from hours and hours spent in yoga... exquisitely feline... slinking silently... to the wall's face... heat rising in my cheeks... crimson against ivory... spreading my feet... about two inches beyond the width of my shoulders... hands at my side until further instruction... slow, deep breathing... slightly trembling... butterflies taking wing in my tummy.... soft purrrrrrrs...

.. smiles .. mmmmmmm .. that's it ... relax ... calm down ... I'm here ... I'm not going anywhere ... and I do know what's up ... and even if I don't .. I'm good at pretending that I do. .. snickergigggles .. mmmmm ... smiles ... mmmmmm .. remember to breathe ... most of all ... breathe ... mmmmmmm ... smiles ....

.... mmmmmmm ... thinks that she may put cuffs on you ... just because they'd look deliciously wicked ... mmmmmmmm ... then realizes that you're still dressed ... and wonders where her head is ... laughs .... mmmmmmmmmm ... please take off your nighty for Me, princess ... mmmmmmmm ... smiles ...

...grasping the edge of the sheer, gossamer palepiNk fabric... and pulling... revealing first the lush curves of my womanly hips and delectable, creamy, velvet-skinned bottom tapering to my narrow waist... the porcelain pallor of my flesh bathed in the firelight... the fabric... slipping off... releasing the generous sensuality of my breasts... tiny nipples hardened and blossoming with dark rose... the firm, satinsmooth tautness of my skin luminous in the light... naked... save for the glitter of silver of the ring through my right nipple and a delicate chain of silver at my waist...

... mmmmmmm ... smiles ... at your lush exquisitely feminine form ... mmmmmmmmmm ... trails her hand over the silver at your waist ... mmmmmmm .. and then slides her fingers up your side ... to your right arm ..... pushes it upwards .... and sets your wrist on the wall .... mmmmm .. does the same with your left hand ..... bringing your wrists together .... are you sure you can hold your wrists there? .. mmmmmmm ... gentle gaze .... mmmmm ... then whispers hotly into your ear .... her voice soft and steamy .... mmmmmmmm ... do you know ... how simply happy I am ... to be here with you ... finally ... mmmmmm .. it has been far too long ... since I've had you in My presence ... mmmmmmmm ... I ache ... when I'm not near you .... mmmmmmmm ... a sigh escapes her parted lips .... mmmmmmmmm .. as she bends her head down and plants a smouldering kisss onto the place where your shoulder meets your neck ... mmmmmmmmm ..

...melting into Your sultry voice... goseflesh rising over my sensitive skin... reacting to Your touch... in... so many ways... deeply aware of the heaT... and honeyslick wetness... of my greedy... slaveslut~seX... molded into the position You wish for me to be... i will stay here as You place me to the very best of my ability, Mistress unless first granted purrrrmission to break position... feeling a deep ache... at Your words... wwithout words... for my own thrill at Your divine company... and gift of Mastery... moaning low and soft, a song for angels to envy, as You find that spot... shouldermeetingneck... ssssooo sensitive... such an erogenous zone... feeling that all the way through my body...

.. mmmmm mmmmmmmm ... I want you to count each stroke out loud. ... mmmmmmmmm ... trails her hand lazily down your back ... mmmm .. little sparkly ruby~red nails digging in ... mmmmmmmm .. leaving faint rose-coloured trails along the ivory pallour of your delicate skin ... mmmmmmmmmm ... touches her own neck with her other hand for a moment ... mmmmmm ... dark eyes thoughtful .... mmmmmmmm ... as she steps back .... and takes a few experimental strokes through the air with her crop ... mmmmmmm .. dark eyes flash ... remembering clearly ... each time she's used it's precious leather .... and has had it used onto her own skin .... mmmmmmmmmmm .... remembering most of alll .... the last time ... she used it on you .... mmmmmmmmm ... smiles ...

...arching under Your touch... sighing at the sharp trail of your nails... nerves singing with awareness, awake and alive and responsive... almost flinching at the sound of the crop whistling through the air... remembering that crop... and others... but now... really only aware of... the one You grasp... yes, Mistress... i will count each stroke... mmmm... shivering... knowing that having to speak while recieving pain tears down my stoicism and stonewall resistance everytime. makes me naked and open, unable to hold firm and resist the softening power of a hard stroke...

...focusing... breathing deeply... slowly... relaxing...

.. mmmmm smiles .... it being the same for her .... vocalness ... during scenes .... always brings her down hard and fast ... mmmmmmmmm ... remembering the first time she called Eric "Master" over the phone .... sighs .... mmmmmmmmmm .... that one word ... One Word .... brought her down .... with a flick of the wrist .... mmmmmmmmm .. so she always makes sure .... to have her slaves be as vocal as possible .... even in vt ... mmmmmmmmm ... because it's a key element .... mmmmmmm ... and makes it all the more real .... mmmmmmmmmmmm ... reaches out with the crop and flicks the tip of it on your inner thigh ... mmmmmmm .. it's touch biting just a bit ... mmmmmmmm .. taptaptap .... little experimental touches .... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm .... as she watches the skin there react so exquisitely ... with its bloom of redness ... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm ..

.. thinks that the row of "mmmmmm's" doesn't look too good and vows to stop saying them as much as she has .... giggggles .. mmm .. kind of a habit that rubbed off on her from ~*~claudia~*~ ... grins ... mmmm ..

...jumping slightly with the first fLiCk of the cRoP to my inner thigh... one of the most tender spots... blushing fiercely... knowing how quickly my pale skin colours... my seX throbbing with each tiny tap... Mistress... do You wish to consider these countable strokes?... my velvet voice twisted in desire and fear and need... aching to go down and unnerved by the prospect of descent... pressing my hands to the wall's unforgiving hardness... light playing over the elegant slope of my back and the lush line of my bottom curving to tender thighs... fuckablebeatablehungryslaveflesh... Yours... deep breaths...

...soft smile.... understanding completely... i am sssssssooooo vocal... it is hard not to use devices like that to express such online... i never shut up... moaningandpurringandwhimperingandbeggingformore rt... i am terrible...

...i... am... definitely... a... (rt)... screamer...

do I wish to consider these countable strokes? ... kind of confused ... bites her lip ... could you put that in different terms? ... her mind hay~wire at the moment ... getting foggy and lost because of you ... gigggles ... mmmmmm .. then can't help but laugh at your other post ... mmmmmmm ... would certainly looove to hear you moaningandpurringandwhimperingandbeggingformore rt ... mmmmmm ... grrrins ... giggles ... mmmmmmmmmmm ..

... gigggles ... ohhhh, I'm so deliciously quiet in rt ... mmmmmm ... smiles ... I lose my voice all the time ... get literal laryngitis at times .... it's a psychological thing, I guess. ... smiles crookedly ... mmmmmmm .. I can cum whilst hardly breathing ... gigggles ... mmmmmmm...

...tingling... the steelsmack heat of the crop dancing over tender, needy flesh making me... a little... lost... rivulet of honeysweetgirlnectar sllliiidddiinnngg down the red-tinged flesh of my thigh... tickling in its journey and making evident my... investment... mmmmm... girlish sigh of a whisper... i meant... do You wish for those 'eXperimental' strokes to be counted outloud for You, Mistress?...

ohhhh .. giggles ... sheesh .... grins .... no, I'm just playing around ... mmmmmmm ... making you tingle .... grins .... before making you ... BuRn ... mmmmmmmmm ... smiles ....

...i love to hold my breath... or have it held for me... delicious shivers... when i... cummmmmmm.... ooohhhhh... so incredible... i can be so inhibited... but when encouraged... i am audible in other counties... cummmms with being an babyDiVa i guess... giggling...

.. mmmmmmmm ... licks her lips as she watches your sweet girl~liquified~sugar slipslide down your leg ... mmmmmmm ... runs the side of her crop up your leg ... mmm .. collecting the necter along it's leather ... mmmmmmm ... then taptaptaps the tip of it onto the small of your back .... mmmmmm .. shaking off the sweet juices and leaving small droplets steaming on your flesh .... mmmmmmmmmmm ...

...a soft cry... a coo... a dove's heart-wrenching lullaby... a cry of both longing and desperation... snared... going DoWn... faST... no return... buRning for You... aready...

...gooseflesh rising again... at the touch of the crop, whispering a nasty promise against my skin...

.... gigggles ... mmmmmmmm ... I can definately sCreaM ... when He wants Me to .... mmmmmmm ... smiles .... mmmmm ... bites her lower lip hard ... mmmmmm ... just drinks you in ..... your lucious form before her .... for the TaKiNg ... mmmmmmm ... your hot ass tilted with that exquisite fuck-me tilt ... mmmmmmmm .... your legs .... the slope of your back ... mmmmmm .. dRiNks you in .... hinks of what she could do to you .... what she could MaKe you do for her .... mmmmmmmm ... sighs .... licks her lips .... mmmmmmmmm ... and twirls her crop in her hand .... mmmmmmmmmm .. whispers .... in a quick and hot breath .... get ready to start counting, princess ... mmmmmmmmmmm ...

...always ready for You, Mistress...

... mmmm mmmm mmmm .... deCadeNtfuCkkiTteN ... sweeTliTtLeDiVa ... mmmmmmmmm ... deliciouspRiNceSs .. mmmmmm ... caat .. caat ... caat ... mmmmmmmmm ... lets the words .... the names that she has for you .... slip from her lips like fallen angels ... mmmmmmmmmm .. as she hears your cries .... and answers them .... with a swift and hard swing of her arm .... across your backside .... the crop an exstention of her arm .... delivers the blow .... mmmmmmmm ... a cutting kiss ... mmmmmmmm .... and as she draws away ... one that leaves an angry red mark ... mmmmmmmmm ..

...the cry breaking from lush lips before i can stop myself... a shocked, startled, aching cry... mmmmm... whimpermoan softly... One, Mistress... catching my breath... feeling the stinging throb possessed only by a well-worn crop... a line of fire... searing delicate skin and deeper...

...adding the soft whisper... thank You... knowing it is not required by Your word but by the effusive pouring of devotion from my entire being... seX throbbing, mind spinning... riding the DoWnwaRd sPiRaL... all the way... as far as You want me... melting at Your names for me... loving them so... and You... so long a friend... and now... opening new doors... to so much more...

.... mmmmmmmm ... lets out a slow sigh ... mmmmmmmm ... your ache ... your cry .... like music to her ears ... mmmmmmmm .... she runs a hand through her hair .... and rolls her tensed shoulders around ... mmmmmmmmm .. walks over to the other side of you ... and gives a sharp uppercut with the crop as she walks ... it's blow more powerful than the force she had seemed to put into it on surface value ... the crop catches your upper thighs and pulls on the skin there for a moment before she draws it away ... mmmmmmmmm ..

. mmmm mmmmm .... loving the thank you ... mmmmmm ... as it catches her off-guard once again .... and makes her realize the depth of your submission ... mmmmmmmmm .... her face soft and gentle .... as she says softly ... as if from far-away .... mmmmmmmmm ... I'll always be your friend .. mmmmmm ... and I'll always be your Mistress ... mmmmmmm .. it's always been that way ..... all you needed to do was ask .... or give me a chance to take you. or buy you, as the case may be. ... mmmmmm ... grins and winks .... mmmmmmmmmmm ...

...a slow, sharp hissssss through clenched teeth... choking on my words for moment... that fierce sting... penetrating deeply due to Your expert angle... Two, Mistress... tears stinging my eyes... a deep throb of my seX rising in intensity to meet the diminishing throbs of heat from the fresh welt... soft moans from closed lips... yessssss... ohgod...

...open... to be Taken... as i have always been for You... not realizing... what was at stake... the line between play and Play vanishing... the kittentumble wrestling and skirting around the issue for so long vanishing... as this... This... fills the place...

... mmmm mmmmmm ... yesss ... yes .... mmmmmmm ... gets the sudden urge ... to smoke a cigarette ... gigggles ... mmmmmmmm ... your presence like an addiction ... evoking others in her .... mmmmmmmmmm .... lifts her arm up and away slowly .... mmmmmm ... the muscles in her thin arm flex as she does so ..... and comes crashing down with hard and unyielding strength .... mmmmmmmm .... the leather cRaCking against your skin as it makes contact .... the force of it flows and ebbs throughout the whole length of the crop and onto you ... mmmmmm mmmmmmmmm ... she lets it fall away .... and swing from her wrist .... and her hand gently brushes over the skin that's unmarked ... mmmmmm .. the most recent stroke .... leaving behind a welt .... small and throbbing ... a red angry rose bloom .... mmmmmmmm ... the first tonight .... and hopefully not the last .... smiles .... mmmmmmmmmmmm ....

...keenly aware of the knowing... the warm presence... of others... who understand... grateful for their support and gladly sharing the gift of such an exchange...

... mmmm ... dark eyes glitter with tears ... as she hears your words ..... "This... fills the place..." ... mmmmm .... ohgod, yes .... mmmmmmmmm .... this fills so much for her, too ..... what she's been missing all this time ... mmmmmmm .... you've always been the slave that I've wanted ... always ... didn't you know that? ... chokes on her words a bit ... mmmmmmmmm .... and lets out a sigh .... mmmmmmmmmm ...

...oooohhhhhhh... biting the softness of my lower lip... one hot, fat tear slipsliding down to my chin... falling to the floor... as i whisper in a small, broken voice... Three, Mistress... loving You for the strength it takes to deliver such a blow, knowing the art of Dominance Mastered to Master a painslut... buRning... mmmmmm... achey little moans and coos... the sound of the blow echoing even as the firethrobs echo in the flesh... warming to Your touch... relaxing... under Your skill... deep breathing...

... mmmmmmmm .... that's it ... breathe ... keep on breathing .... slow and deep ... mmmmmmm ... remembers herself to breathe ... mmmmmmmmmmm .... as she steps quietly to the other side of you .... mmmmmmm ... and brings her arm over her chest with haunting grace .... a method that she has to each cropping scene .... a certain amount of blows ... from different stances ..... mmmmmmmmmmm ... keeps her arm straight and her eyeline level as she brings it down and hits you with just half of the crop .... the line diagonal .... across the back of your hip .... the hit flowing from the tip in a fiery line onto your skin .... mmmmmmmmm ... not as hard as the others .... but certainly just as stinging ... mmmmmmmmmm ...

...keeping my position even as tears slide... sting is so hard for me to take... but stilll feeds... deep fires... soaking wet... dripping rivulets of honey snaking down my thighs even as tears slide unsung over my velvet cheeks and to the floor... mmmmm... jagged little whine... lips trembling as i whimper...

Four, Mistress...

...deep breaths... getting deeper... drowning... feeling like... i can breathe underwater... submerged... almost completely... drowning in Your voice, Your scent, Your thoughts, Your presence...

.. mmmmmm mmmmmmmm .... wonders if she should go for more than one more .... if she should push the envelope a bit more than she usually would .... mmmmmmmmmm .... thinks that it's your calll .... mmmmmmmm ... your decision ..... if you think you can ... or want to .... take more than five .... mmmmmmmmm ... and with that ..... she brings another sharp hit down from across her chest ..... simple and quick .... without much flourish .... mmmmmmmm .... yet leaving another welt ...... because of the impact that was directed onto your flesh ..... mmmmmmmmmmm .... smiles at the sweet crisscross of redness against your skin ..... mmmmmmm ... only a few wisps of white .... lost in the spreading rose .... mmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmm .....

...a delicate cry, wounded and inarticulate, escaping me... a soft sob... as the impact crosses another stroke... the burn so great i cannot pinpoint original strokes... mmmmmmm... achingneedinglovingfallingflowingbreathingcrying ... soso wet... loving it... hating it... wanting more... sobbing softly the requisite reply to the blow...

FiVe, Mistress...

...i...would like more... and can handle more... if it would please You, Mistress... the world broken into the fragmented and shimmering in a diamond-bright brilliance of tears... firmly holding my position... finding strength now that i have stopped holding back tears... finding strength in openness... my body releasing tension through tears... relaxing, breathing, calming... finding my focus... breathing...

.. mmmmmmm .... smiles .... whispers .... you're so beautiful ... so strong .... so completely wonderful ... mmmmmmmmmm .... runs her left hand up the length of the crop ..... mmmmm .. and catches the tip in her hand ..... holds it out with both hands straight across your lucious bottom ... mmmmmmmmmm .... and bends it back with her left ..... then lets go of the tip without warning and snaps it across your flesh ... mmmmmmmmm ... smiles ..... and takes up the crop once again .... simply hits you this time .... a simple stroke .... hard and fast .... then another ... and another ..... fast and tapping .... with small yet sharp flicks of her wrist .... in the same place .... even strokes .... and leaving small and hot red lines ...... stops at the fourth .... mmmmmmmm .... and finishes off with a much more forceful and followed-through with strike ..... mmmmmmmmm ... in a place where she hasn't hit before .... on the small of your back .... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....

...gentle, silent sobbing shaking the elegant line of my alabaster shoulders... flickering memories of a babygirl caught up in the release of opening to such a vulnerable place, the testimony in the tiny, palegold sunkiss freckles over my shoulders... feeling that small, that soft, that open, that loving... not fighting it... fLoWing... relaxing... breathing... finding a space... to calm my mind... focus... fire painted over my back, thighs, and bottom glowing brilliantly from the ourside in... hoping to GoD i can remember the strokes...

SiX, Mistress...
SeVeN....

EigHt...
NiNe...

TeN...

fresh sobs... of passion, of release, of gratitude, of joy, of pain... colouring my velvety voice... thaNk You, Mistress... finally hitting that subspace... completely... DowN... submerged... in too DeeP and loving it... thaNk You, Mistress...

... mmmmmmohgod .... mmmmmmmmm ... touched deeply .... mmmmmmm .... by you ..... your exquisiteness .... your EveRytHiNg ... mmmmmmmm ... and just lets the crop falll out of her finger ,,,, mmmmmmmm .... too exhausted to continue .... mmmmmmmmm .... tooo .... something .... mmmm mmmmmm ... speechless .... wordless .... amazed .... by your depths ... mmmmmmmmmmmmm .....

..... moves close to you ... mmmmmmm ... almost afraid to touch you ..... knowing how wonderful it is to be alone in subspace ... mmmmmmmmm .... but wanting to be close .... to hold you .... so you'll know she's here for you ... mmmmmmmmmmm ......

...simply... speechless... silvery tracks of tears winding over the flushed peachskin of my face... my body on fire... with the sting, the ache, the throb of the crop and deep desire...

...subspace is for You to share... it is Yours... as i am...

.... mmmmm mmmmmmm ... soft tears falling onto your skin as she envelops you into an embrace .... and trails the backs of your shoulders with kisses ... mmmmmmmmm ... you can put your arms down now. ... warm smile .... mmmmmmmmmm .... whispers .... Mine ... mmmmmmmmm .... and her head swims as she does so .... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ....

...leaning into the kisses... the embrace.. thrilling to the closeness of You... the ache of my wrists singing as i break position... fingers tingling... wanting to lap up Your tears... purrrrrrrrrring fiercely...

... mmmmm mmmmmm ooohhhh ... loving your purrrrs ... mmmmmmm .... purrrring back in reaction, her own felineness stirred by you .... mmmmmmmmmmmm ..... delves her hand deep into your hair and pullls your head back .... mmmmmmm ... as she slips around to face you and kisses you deeply .... mmmm mmmmmmmmm ... her lips part and her tongue finds yours ... mmmmmmmmmm .. her lush glossed lips melt and mold to your velvet softness as she crushes her kiss against you .... mmmmmmmmmmmmm .....

...melting... melding... crushed into Your Dominant lushness, Your feline divinity, Your sublime passions equalled in my own fervor... fresh tears welling... loving Your hand in my hair... moaning softly into Your mouth... clenching hands into helpless fists, claws piercing soft palms... mmmmm.... LoST...

..... mmmmmmmmm .... breaks away from the kiss ... and sighs .... mmmmmmmm ... leads you gently by the hand to a large plush armchair .... mmmmm .. and sits down in it ... smiles ..... draws you close ..... wants you to sit on her lap .... and cuddle and giggle with her .... mmmmmmmmm ... smiles ....

....giggling... at the prospect of sitting in Your lap... towering over You by a good six inches... but snuggling up all the same... the velvet of my cheek to Yours... tears mingling... soft, deep, shaky sigh.... wow...

... gigggles .... mmmmmmmmm .... this is vt ... you can pretend that you're a couple of inches shorter than I am .. laughslaughs ... mmmmmmmmmm .... smiles a dreamy sort of smile ... mmmmm ... matching your "wow" with one of her own ... grins ... mmmmmmmmm ... thinks that you took her as high as she's ever gone into Domme space ... mmmmmmmm ... and treasures you for that .... mmmmmmmmm ... truly loving it now .... more than she ever has before ... mmmmmmmmm ... rains little kisses over your shoulder .... mmmmmmm ... wraps her small arms about your waist .....

...melting into Your embrace... dutifully shrinking a few vt inches... giggling... feeling like Alice in WunderLaNd... so grateful... for Your gift of Dominance... and so thrilled... to have given You a fulfilling scene... my greatest pleasure at having pleased You...

.... mmmmmmm .... softest of smiles .... you definately please Me, princess .... as you always have ... mmmmmmmm ... smiles .... lays her head on your shoulder ... mmmmmmm ...

...cheek resting against Your satiny hair... tugging at the slim ribbon holding Your ponytail... to set it free... giggling... a child at Christmas...

... gigggles ... mmmmmm .. shakes her hair out ... lets you keep the ribbon ... smiles .... mmmmmm ...

... i looovvve ribbons... giggling... delicate kitten licks at the corners of Your lips... thank You, Mistress... for Everything... darkamber eyes sparkle... placing a tendersoft kiss against Your lower lip...

... mmmm mmmmm ... sings with her cheek pressed against your shoulder .. mmmmm ... her voice a low sultry murmur ... mmmmmmmm ..

this is my five string serenade
beneath the water we played
and while i'm playing for you
it could raining there too

this is my five string serenade
beneath the water we played
and while i'm playing for you
it could raining there too

and on my easel i drew
while i was thinking of you
and on the roof of my head

and came my five string serenade
this is my five string serenade
beneath the water we played
and while i'm playing for you
it could raining there too

and on my easel i drew
while i was thinking of you
and on the roof of my head
and came my five string serenade

this is my five string serenade
beneath the water we played
and though i'm playing for you
it could raining there too

this is my five string serenade

...purrrrrrrrrrrrs contentedly...

.. mmmm mmmm mmmmmm ... you're more than welcome, princess ... mmmmmm ... you've given Me great pleasure ... mmmmmmm ... a well-spring ... mmmmmmmm .... smiles ...

...dark lashes falling against velvet skin... cheeks glowing with faint rose... pressed to You... soft sigh... mmmmmmmmmm...

... mmmmmmm ... warm all over ... as she holds you close to her ... mmmmmm .. dark eyes caught in lazy liquid gazes ... mmmmmmm ... content and happy .... mmmmmmmm ...

....mmmmmm... i think it's bedtime... care to tuck me in?...

... mmmmmmm ... smiles and laughs ... I'd love to, sweet thing. ... mmmmmm ... smiles .... fades off ... mmmmmmm ... shadowswirl .... taking you with her .... off into the darkness of rt .... to share soft~spoken words and wonderful delicious giggles ... mmmmmmmmm .. gone

...enveloped... taken... drawn into rt softness and pain, giggles and tears and velvety sweet good night kisses...

~gone~