rising from the chair by the shadows...silently barefeet moving over to the fireplace...the only thing covering my body is a big cosy blue towel...drying the last waterdrops from my skin..caressing myself slowly and without anticipation...drying my hair...brushing and combing through it for some minutes..thinking about You, my Master...

laying the towel and the hairbrush on the floor beside me...kneeling...closing my eyes...listening to the sounds around me....the conversations and the other scenes in this room...the Nest...i smile softly...letting my mind clears its self from the sounds of the world..lost in thoughts...my mind wandering...thinking about You..keeping my eyes closed and making a mental picture of You... the scent of Your body..the sound of Your deep dark voice..Master...breathing slowly but deeply...

imaging Your gaze upon my naked kneeling body...reaching out and taking Your presence inside me...hearing my own heartbeats..loud and clear...my breathe steady...my hands fondle my breasts...cupping them..the fingertips moving over my nipples..fills them with blood..making them hard..harder than they already are..pulling slowly on the nipplerings making my breast strech out just a little from my body...moaning...letting the pressure go..caressing my breats more firmly...harder..pinching my nipples...then caressing them featherlike..then harder again..

reaching one hand downwards over my hairless mound..parting my cuntlips...my fingers moving closer..the other hand touching my nipples makes them even harder..feeling the blood rushes into them....painfilled with blood...and longing...soft moans escapes my lips...a whispered pleeeeeeeessssssssssssseeeeeeee...wide big deerlike eyes pleading for Your touch....Your pleasure..Your pain..the gift of You.....bowing my head to the floor..watching the fur..the carpet for a moment...closing my eyes again...returning to my mental picture of You...
Then sighing softly..laying down on the fur...naked..on my back...closing my eyes..relaxing...breathing calmly..resting my arms along my sides...Your will..Your words..surrounding me...

seeing You so clearly in my mindscape...letting my mind wander inside me...things to do..to share..fantasies..needs and wants...knowing i crave pain to be satisfied..i crave passion...sharing...the giving and taking..the dancing together..i crave pleasure...the loosing of myself..the surrender..a mind superior to mine..eyes cold as ice burning with fire...Love...to be the one...wanting the sweet power of submission...the magic power of being released...beyond my own mind...my own self...the release of the woman inside me...
...i would want to be able to do anything for you...without limits...without questioning..total and complete submission...feeling the thoughts fueling the fire in my soul...the direct path to my cunt...love juices flowing..flourishing... shivers of passion race up and down my spine ...purrrrRRRRrrrrrry softness...ragged lioness sounds..

Mmmmm..thinking...what i would like to do for You...everything You desire...i want to be Your dream...Your fantasy...Your most secret thoughts..the one who could release Your darkest thought and give them wings...to fly with me...i have no fear...i have no doubts...i am complete ...i am strong..i am real...i want to give everything You want to take..and everything You want to give me in return...I desire you Master..so much...opening my eyes staring up in the celing...unseen eyes..blue as a sky..dark as night..glowing as gold...blue gold...licking my lips with my tongue..wetting them..glossy..glistening...pinching the nipple..feeling the slight pain..as my nails caress it hard..longingly...arching my back...tightening my asscheeks...moansssssss...Massssstahhh....

i desire the smell the fragance of leather...the shine of rubber...the click of high heels over a floor...the touch of a glove on bare skin...the instant pain of a caressing whip..i desire the closeness between Master and slave...the gentle touch after a long session..the gasping for breathe...the feeling when your mind leaving your body...like a drug...flying...the emotion when pain turn into pleasure and i cant get enough of it...the feeling of being helpless...naked...tied bound..by chains..ropes..mind..and soul..sighing softly again...knowingly..starting to caress myself...easily...wandering over my body..wellknown and new..my fingertips moving slowly daintily..caressing...feeling...my skin...softness...

closing my eyes..listening to the music deep whitin me..Your song...trailing fingers without touching my breasts nor my sex caress...caress...C..a...r...e...s..s..i..n..g...cupping my hands under my breast...pressing them together..hard..firm..slow..soft..gentle..in circles...over and over again...pinching my bloodfilled nipples...brushing them to my palms...eyes closed..soft moans..very soft...almost silently...reaching up..laying the pressure of my body on an elbow..reaching for the clamps..the silvery steel clamps..lotus ones...attaching them to my Masters collar around my neck...pulling the chain between the clamps through the ring at the front of the collar..

taking a deep breathe..biting my lips together...pressing the clamp open and attach it on my nipple..holding my head bowed..while attaching the other clamp in a similar way to the other nipple..breathing deeply..my nosewings moving as i breathe in...unseen painfilled eyes staring out in nowwhere..trying to focus on your eyes...somewhere in the distance..straighten my back..lifting my head high..pride..pain...rushing through my body as the breasts streches upwards..dragged by the chain in the collar around my neck...the blood puling in my breasts..rushing for release out in the nipples..the clamps closing the path..counting the minutes..breathign heavily..but still controlled..focusing...relaxing...breathing...moving my fingretips over the erect nipples...the touch like a feather burning like heat..fire..pain...so intense..

holding my breathe...releasing the left nipple from its torturer..an electric wave of pain..flying...moaning loudly as the blood rushes out in the nipple...released..the pain more intense than before..doing the same with the right nipple..knowing it will come..the pain..the clamps hurting when on..but when released even more..a double edged sword..without return..you cant have them on... you must take them off...

moaning..loudly..for a second lost in the pain...lost..streched...burning...laying down again...breathing heavy..panting..moaning..caressing the sore nipples with my hands...feeling them..so clearly as they where the only parts of my body who really where alive...the longing and passion deep within my soul for You reflecting through my clear, azure eyes... wanting to please..to give..

Oooooohhhh my hot, wet, cunt's sweet musty scent ...filling the air around me with desire and passion, driving me to pleasure myself...tenderly touching my warm, wet, swollen seX .....my fingers flicking out with a teasing wet caress upon the sweet jewel..coaxing it forth from its hood....i flutter my fingers over the hardening, sensitive, bloodfilled clitoris, hungrily..... surrounding the flowering essence... moving a finger to my lips..my tongue..suckling the sweet nectar into mouth...the other fingers walking over my cunt..the little golden rings clicking lightly against my nails... feeling my passion rising ...keeping my wet fingers locked to the creamy slit.....soft gutteral moans escape my throat with each hot, ragged breath I take...

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmoaing...panting..almost lost in my own pleausre ..the thougths gone..the need to strong..to let go...my fingers probing the wet, pink, hot, creamy depths....gently pulling on the deep red inner lips ...loving the feeling of the swollen, silky lips on either side of my probing, pleasing hands....my body shivering with gentle spasms as i pull my fingers deeper into my sexy depth ....

slowly gliding my wet, warm, velvety giving fingers of passion upward...swirling it around my hot, throbbing clit...sensing the urgency to cummm..my hips squriming whitin the moans..my asscheeks lifting..squeesing..pressing myself to my fingers.. deep, gutteral moans of pleasure escaping with my raspy, hot breath ...my fingers in perfect sync with my pleasing fingers motions ..rocking back and forth..as my fingers moving faster..firmly..hard..in and out of my burning cunt..the need so strong...passionatly...wanting...needing...gasping for breathe...ohhhhhhhhh...arching my back..tensed muscules...demanding..release...waves of arousness...pinching my clit..pulling hard on it..

the fingers gliding over my pulsing clit, thrusting themselves deeper into my wet, creamy, silky warmth, my lust burning white hot....wanting... no... longing for the release ..the need to cum.. so strong..no return..sounds without meaning for anybody but You..as i feel the wetness of my sex tightens around my fingers..pressing.. my fingers..reaching even longer within.exploring myself..as if my fingers where Yours...parting my thighs further..spreading wide....the juices from my cunt floats over my things..gleeming..glistening..the smell of hot ragged girlcummmmmmmmmmmm..lingering in the air...moansssssssss...longing..missing You...being Your pet..being Your fucktoy..Your slut...

streching my back upwards..backwards..out..squirming....my asscheeks tightens ..lifting...slowly answering to my fingers... overwhelming...so powerful..cummmmmming for You ..screaming..without control..lost in the power of my orgasm..falling..falling..deep..dark.....falling as a leaf after a storm ..exhausted..satisfied...for You..
Your will and Your words...cause You are Master and i am slave...

crawling silently as a large cat up in the nearest chair..resting my head to the back of it..wrapping my hair and the towel around my shivering body..listening to the sound of my heart..the beats steady..trying to catch my breathe...relaxing..comforted in this warm welcoming room and in the knowledge that You're guiding me even when You're not here..missing You, Master...~smiling gently~weak~tenderly~ ...suddenly aware of the persons and the scenes around me..